At this very moment, I am trying to relax and ease my mind. Listening to Celine, Mariah, Dashboard Confessionals, Avril, and Babyface has got me in a mellow, chill-out mode. I'm just sitting here thinking about my life and the decisions I've made. Some good and some that arent so good. If I had the chance to go back in time, I'd redo some of the choices I've made in the past. I talked to Marisol yesterday and we both agreed that the male species suck. They're nice once in awhile, but half of the time...*rolls eyes* You get the picture. Guys are always hitting on me, but why is it that I can NEVER find the "right" one? Not that I'm looking for Mr. Right. Believe me, I LIKE being single. It's a stress free. It's just that I want to meet someone who doesnt have any drama or excess baggage in their life. Playas, Liars, and Cheaters NEED NOT APPLY!

I dont know what's wrong with me sometimes. People tell me that I should give "Tom" a chance...which I did. He's funny, nice, and all that groovy snit but there's something lacking...and I dont know what it is. Ever since we've been "hanging out", I've always referred to him as a friend although we act more like a couple. He's always touching and hugging me. Nothing wrong with that I guess. I dunno..maybe I'm just being picky.