My whole day totally sucked. Lola started trippin. I hate when my grandma gets into one of her fits. She cant help it, but it still drives me insane. I'd go more into details, but Im too tired to do so. I was suppose to call Robert when I got home from work which I did. No answer. He's probably asleep already. I was kinda hoping he was up to cheer me up. Oh well. *shrugs* I really dislike my job. I absolutely hate closing one day and then open the following day. Do they not know that people dont get enough rest on that type of schedule? Im guessing they dont really give a shit. Why am I still up? Im complaining how I have to open tomorrow, yet my ass is still on here. I dont understand myself sometimes. Oh yeah...I wanted to comment on something a co worker said to me, but not today. Another day perhaps. Gnite.

Im feeling kinda bummed/sad/worried at the same time. Havent heard from Robert at all today. He was suppose to call me when he got home from work. I hope he's alright. I left two messages on his answering machine already.

I miss my baby =|

My sweetie called me again *swoons* haha I know, I know...that was gay, but so what. We talked for a bit. I love talking to my baby :) He makes me feel so special *kool aid smile* Im suppose to call him back in few minutes. WoOo HoOo

*screams* MY BABY CALLED ME!!!!!!!! *jumps up n down* haha Im such a d0rk, but who cares. My sweetie called me out of the blue from work. Aint that sweet? I was totally flabbergasted, but Im glad he did call me :) Im going to call him after he gets off from work. I can hardly wait. *big grin*


I love Robert Smith sooooooo much

I miss Robert like always. It's been four days since we last talked. I need to hear his voice. He has been sick. I hope he gets well soon.