I talked to my baby tonite even though it was only for a lil bit, but it didnt matter because I was still able to chat with him. I feel kinda bad for waking him up. Sorry hun =\ Other than that, he made my day :) *kisses to my love*

It's been awhile since I last wrote. Alot has happened. Robert and I are back together, so far so good. We still dont talk as much, but Im beginning to accept it. Im much more understanding about our hectic lives. Yes, it still drives me nuts that we hardly talk because of our busy schedules, but Im ok with it. Surprisingly, I am. Weird huh? My views has totally changed. Instead of getting so pissy about not spending time, I now look forward to the days that we actually get to be together. Im progressing slowly but surely. Arent you proud of me? I am :)

I love my baby so much *big smile*

I miss you badly :( I want to call you back, but you're probably asleep now. *sighs* After hearing your voice tonite, it made me long for you. It's driving me crazy. Why am I so into you? Why is that you affect me so deeply with just a little gesture? Gawd, I want you here with me right now.